Last night I had a bad dream in which I saw a viral video of Alex Zane/ George Lamb (I don’t know which, possibly both) committing suicide. He was wearing a blue t- shirt.They said something to their wife briefly, then jumped down a massive trap door deliberately. I then followed everybody’s reaction on social media and the dream was just so distressing. No body knew why he did it, but I felt like it was because the world was becoming a horrible place.

(I watched the Dead Poet’s Society last night (sap) and I think the suicide idea came from that character who wants to become an actor but his horrible dad won’t him so he kills himself).